Today, I went to a resort called circle island together with Maiko and Carlson. I just had the need to go to the pool and refresh. I don't know why I really have this thing for summer. Last night, Maiko and I keep on surfing the net to find out what resorts would fit in our standards. We even planned to go to Ace Water Spa than going to Club Manila East. We even had Marriott in our minds and want to call them if they accept walk-in. It was tiring so we end up sleeping.
Carlson, my nephew will be graduating tomorrow. I'm really happy for him. It's fun to be with him as we played with the water, splash it here, splash it there and everywhere. He really is so silly sometimes but I love him. He wanted me to give him a jabbowackeez mask as a graduation gift because he will be using in an intermission dance number.
Maiko, my boyfriend is so cute wearing this black sando while I'm wearing this black bikini. We had a blast of splash and so our love has its blast! I LOVE HIM EVERYDAY!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
I started my summer in Batangas with my boyfriend and my family. It’s my first summer with Maiko. We had fun doing sand castles and riding on the banana boat. I also had my Tagaytay escapade at Canyon Woods with a new found friend Bea Bennasi. I’ve been addicted to frozen yogurt nowadays and I’ve tried all kind of yoghurt stores like white berry, white hat, I love berry and yoghurt froz. I also tried different toppings as well and my favourite were strawberry and krispies. On one Saturday, me and maiko decided to have a pool party at water camp in Cavite together with my Paulinian schoolmates. It was just like as before as had the same venue when my 1st sem in st. Paul ended but that time without swity. Both of us really had fun going back to the pool thrice. I wore my new pair of bikini with a white top and red bottom. I’ve been addicted to films again and again. My favourite films that I’ve watched this summer were “The Reader”. I’ve been watching late the film “Slumdog Millionaire” but it has been one of the unique films that I consider putting in the list. I love watching it with Maiko and I love watching it in an air-conditioned room. Talking about cold room, I’ve decided to transfer dorm for some reasons we really find disgusting and of course uncomfortable. I find it so much fun finding a dorm near Malvar, Pedro Gil or anywhere near St. Paul. We had sweat all over our body and I really appreciate what my boyfriend is doing for me. Until we find a dorm that’s very suitable. It is air-conditioned. It has double-decked bed, refrigerator that made it more expensive but I don’t care as long as I feel cold. What makes it better is that it’s near at the back gate of my school, it has security and it has larger space. What makes it more exciting is that Maiko’s going to help me transfer my stuffs as he never done it before when I transferred from Aurora apartment to the “rice king” dormitory. Things are different now and things are getting better. To spice up my summer more, I had my free photo shoot at photo line to add up with my photo collections. I bought my new pink usb stick. I love it because it’s pink that suits with my pink laptop but I hate to say that Minnie Mouse was on the print. It is different from any other usb that I’ve seen before. I’ve put my sound files on it and I love playing the song “Kiss Me Through The Phone” by Souljaboy and I can say that “Pokerface” is out of my nerves already. I want to complete my scrapbook on our anniversary and I want to make another one that consist of my another year with Maiko. In doing this, I just have to wait few hours more for his comeback as he just have to finish his last shoot for GMA because he had resigned already. I’m completely sad about his decision but at the same time I’m happy because he will have more time for me and for himself. I know he needs rest but the total reason was because he will be training as a waiter this coming April 16. He had decided to change his career for a reason that he wanted bigger salary and of course, he wanted to be a seaman, a waiter in the ship that I want or I shall I say I will be working at someday. I know it would be really hard for him to escape from the media world, the world he had loved for a year and going back to last year’s event, April has been the month of his graduation. Speaking of April, I’m excited about his birthday and as I had my shout out on friendster, I really want it big because I really want him to make him happy. It has been a good coincidence he got the same birthday with my nephew.
Continuation…
Before their birthday, we had our pool party at footstep. It was so fun because there are many foods to eat and of course, we had fun in the water. And so the holy week started and my swity’s birthday happened when we went to their house as his mom cooked for us. I just think that she’s the best cook of carbonara. Its sauce was very creamy.
It’s my second meet with his mom and we have talked a lot about stuffs regarding Maiko and his brother Renz. You know what’s my first time about this? Me and Maiko have been together for 1 year and 2 months but it’s my first time to go in their home. In their crib, I’ve seen lot of pictures that really amazed me. His mom also loves photos. What really amazed were Maiko’s pictures during his pageant at UST. That’s why for our love in photos, we took ourselves some shots while we are all wearing red outfit. Oh, I almost forgot about Froilan, Maiko’s childhood neighbour was also with us that time. After that, we went back to my dorm and got some sleep. When we woke up, we went to video city to rent some films and we are thinking of what restaurant to go to. We had Fridays in mind but we have eaten at Casa Armas. We ordered for fried chicken and lengua. While waiting for the order, he went to the comfort room and I suddenly give a rush to say those two people who’s wearing Mexican outfit carrying guitars to sing for my boyfriend a happy birthday and agreed upon my request. Right after we had eaten our dinner, those songsters sang two songs for us and so we gave them a tip. After that, we had frozen yogurt and went back to the dorm with a smile in a wonderful night like that. Days passed and we just stayed in my dorm and I could not just wait for my summer classes or should I say “advance” classes to come. I enrolled for Rhetoric and Swimming class. I got two subjects instead of three because I know I have a gym to attend. Monday started and I saw Ms. Cruz again, one of m favourite professor in St. Paul. In my first day, I didn’t have a friend before that used to be my classmate and the worst was they are blocked section so I felt being aloof but not at all mostly when the classes was about to end. I really enjoyed my advance classes mostly the swimming class because I knew how to swim properly. I enjoyed learning different strokes and techniques mostly freestyle as I used to learn it at Seton before. I also enjoyed our last activity which was life saving and I think my group got the highest grade and I ended up being perfect with the final practical exam. But you know what the saddest part the day after? It was the day I lost my Starbucks organizer and I think it got me depressed until right now. I repeatedly thinking the coffees I had for that organizer and of course the memories I had in it for almost 5 months of this year 2009 mostly my anniversary day with my boyfriend that was on Valentines Day last year. Also the films I’ve watched and written there for a record.
Oh well, talking about films I’ve watched recently and unforgettably was Changeling by Angelina Jolie. It was really heartbreaking. It was about a woman who unexpectedly lost his child while she’s gone for work. This film is a true story that Los Angeles Police Department gave a bad treatment to Angelina not finding her real child and insisting the one they found but truly not. Then Angelina was sent to an insanitarium because they thought that she was gone mad but she’s not. In the end, her volunteered lawyer won her case and she moved on but still continuing on finding her son. Another film was the PS I love you I’ve watched with my boyfriend. The scenes were perfect and very touching. It’s about a woman who got widowed then got surprise letters from his husband. It’s about moving on and appreciating the person you’ve loved that could never be in your side again. I also watched Gran Torino starring Clint Eastwood and it’s good to know that there are films like that you get to see in realization of getting old or when you’re being old and gray already. It talks about life seriously and what friendship is really all about. What strikes me the most is the film The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I watched this really late but I’m sure I put this on my favourites. It’s about a guy, Brad Pitt who was born differently. He got a body with a child but with a face of an old guy. As years passes he became younger as he got back being a baby. It was just like the clock ticks backwardly. It was so amazing that I wondered if that kind of story could be true. Literally, a button used for stitches stands for the surname Button. Isn’t it great? To add up, I watched the Amusement, it’s a horror film about a guy who wants to kill his 3 childhood girl buddies in a way he did with the rat when he was a kid. It was so amusing because he disguised effectively. He seems to be a very good actor. I also watched School Ties, almost similar with Dead Poet’s Society but what made it more amazing was I’ve seen Brendan Fraser, Ben Affleck, Chris O’ Donnel and Matt Damon at their very young age. Protagonist Fraser went to a prep school, got a girl and starred the soccer team but he didn’t admit he was a Jew until his friends found out. He had discrimination mostly when Matt cheated on the exam and pointed Fraser to be the one who did it. In this film, I thought about Jews being stayed away from mostly from the past centuries. In regarding with the Jews, I also watched the film From hell, Johnny Depp as my all-time favourite actor leads the cast. It’s all about Jack the Ripper who said he gave birth to the 20th century as he murdered women, technically used a knife kit, specifically the Liston knife. He cut their sex organs, liver, heart and even every disgusting part of the body. Johnny Depp as the inspector found out that he’s in charge of the killing and saved the last woman Heather Graham named Mary in the film who witnessed the marriage of a Prince named albert to an unfortunate woman named Ann. Their love story had to deal with murdering of Jack the Ripper. It was just so bad that Johnny Depp would die in the end having only having visions with Mary having a good life with Alice, Ann and Albert’s daughter that was used to be taken away.
Movies has been a very great part in my life that every time I watch one, I simply can travel different destinations, accept and being intrigued with different realizations and seizing my day. Every time I watched, I put myself with the character and every film, there is always a lesson I can lived for. Just like a book, every page you turn, there’s a vision you imagine, there’s a world waiting for you to unfold. In contrast with a movie, a book is more detailed and more significant. There are many books that had been formed into a movie, just like my favourite, Angels and Demons. Tom Hanks lead the role as Robert Langdon. He is a symbologist in the film who helped out traced the four missing cardinals in the Vatican. He found out that these cardinals were taken by an assassin. This assassin was commanded by the camerlengo starred Ewan Mcgregor, a son-like of the Pope. The camerlengo killed his Father as he had a fight with him that deals with science versus religion and so hid the canister or the bomb inside the Vatican. He made the whole world believed he was the saviour but he’s the mastermind of it all. What amazed me about this film is knowing the truth if there are secret passage within the Vatican in our real world also if the Illiuminati does exist and if there’s the church of illumination. I am struck with the way cardinals died that has to do with earth, wind, fire and water. It was just good to know that the last cardinal didn’t die as Robert Langdon helped him get up in the fountain. In the end of the film, I happened to know why it is called Angels and Demons. It was because of the angels with arch arrows used in pointing the way in which church he must go to. It is called Demons because of the so called demons hole that used to be a secret passage in the ground. I just can say that the film gave justice to the book. I am just waiting for Angelas Ashes to be turned into a film, as it is as one of my favourite book that was given by my boyfriend last Christmas.
Going back to my boyfriend, it’s our first time to watch live a boxing game in Araneta Coliseum. That was around april, just some days after his birthday. The event is called Flash and the Furious with boxers named Nonito Donaire and Brian Villoria. I am glad to witness Filipinos won all the boxing categories even the pre-match. It started 8am. At first, there are only few people but then lots of people got in, in the end. Mostly Filipino’s opponents are Mexicans. I am just so proud about other Filipinos supporting their idolized boxers just like my boyfriend who’s into Pacquiao. Filipinos in the event are yelling out loud, kicking and screaming in the field. I felt the spirit and chilled me into the bones. I felt happy mostly when Erap arrived with bunch of men with his cute grandson. It was also his birthday that time as the event was televised as I watched it that evening or the day after. After the game, I can confess that I am into watching boxing already and I’ve learned some terms from my boyfriend. That’s why when it’s my first time to watch Pacquiao’s game with Hatton via paper view at Bulacan, I extremely enjoyed it a lot. It was May 3 that time and I also happened to meet my boyfriend’s grand father. His mom cooked for us and we really had a food tripping. After we ate our lunch, we ate some cake then for finale, an ice cream bought by his cousin Mikee. I also happened to meet his uncle named Boyet and for the second time his grandma who is much stronger than the last I saw her in the Capitol Hospital at Quezon City. After that, we went to the village’s clubhouse and got wet in the pool then we drop by to a wedding reception at Valenzuela on our way home. The place was called Casa Roman. A very not good place for a reception but at least we have eaten dinner their. We went there because I ordered perfume from my former classmate at Letran, ate Sase. She and I were included in a same film called Boy Toy in which we haven’t been into the premiere night that we are supposed to go to. We were very tired that day. My boyfriend got fever and I am really hell in a worry. Talking about sickness, since the day I got a dormitory for myself, I’ve been prone to it. I usually got colds or dry cough. I always remember the day that I was really groggy at school and I’ve been in the school clinic for some hours. I’ve waited until my mom get me and that was just the time I’m not sure of my guy if he loves me. But now, in this moment, I can say he did and still do. One day I got really sick and he was there to buy my medicine, took care of my food and made me feel warm. Keeping to myself, whatever condition I might get, he would always be my remedy.
The first time I heard the word remedy was when I am 13. I guess. It was the song of Jason Mraz. His songs have been really good just like the song “I’m yours.” It has been attached to my mind since I heard it in Balikbayan show in QTV on one of my boyfriend’s episode. I’ve been very sentimental when it comes to songs. Every song has a deep part in me. There’s always a person that I might remember whenever I’m hearing one. As almost everybody knows, I’m in love with the song “Shakespeare in love”, soundtrack of the film with the same title. The lead star as William Shakespeare there looks like Johnny Depp with leading lady Gwyneth Paltrow. They made a play about Romeo and Juliet. Gwyneth plays the role of Romeo as it is forbidden for a woman to join the play but she insisted to. In the end, Shakespeare played Romeo and Gwyneth played Juliet. Nowadays, there is also a song about that story that was sang by Taylor Swift entitled “love story.” I loved it and so my boyfriend does. I also love the song apologize, because it’s right that don’t feel sorry for a person when it’s too late already. You must know your actions or words before you do or say it. I also used to like it because I love its artist Timbaland. He is so damn creative that he is also a producer if I am not mistaken. I love his tandem with Flo rida when the song “Elevator” peeps in. The music video of this song was literally set on an elevator with of course a sexy lady. Honestly, I use this song when I first join the bootyshaking contest at Clubber’s Guide Malate. The second song was “Dangerous” of Yingyang Twins. The next time I joined I think I got supersonic for a song sang by Kelis. I couldn’t just believe I’ve given that cd to DJ Soulshaker but it was successful indeed as I won 1st runner for the second time around. Those 2 titles I got made my way to join the Booty Shaking Grand Finals I joined on July. But before that, I remember I joined the semi finals for the 3rd time with a nurse costume but unfortunately, I didn’t win any title. I remember the song the DJ played “In the Ayer” that was also played in my grand finals night mixed with ’”She Wants to Move”” by N.E.R.D. That was all I could remember. Again, I didn’t win but at least I got my plaque. Another songs that I really love was from LFO back in 90’s such as “Girl on TV”, “Summer Girls” and “Every Other Time”. I used to it that it is always in my Ipod just like “Mr. Brightside” by The Killers because that song is very expressive just like its music video. I have loved Fergie and Gwen Stefani. I’ve been addicted to Gwen since the “Hollaback Girl” started. I just really find Gwen very fashionable or I can say very sophisticated. I usually remember the photo of Harajuku girls in my mind. I almost forgot to tell you about her song “Cool” that I really love to dedicate for my ex boyfriends. I just love the line, “Circles and triangles, and now we’re hanging out with your new girlfriend”. I also love her when he jives with my favourite nigger Air Pharell Williams, Snoop Dogg’s nephew. I love their hit “Can I have it like that” because it just sounds so sexy. Far from rhythm and blues kind of music, I preferred to listen with Coldplay. Their songs are cool, calm and inspiring. I love the music video of the “The Scientist”. I just couldn’t forget their first video that I’ve seen was “Yellow” or “Parachutes” as far I could remember. I’m also into U2’s “With or Without You”, Oasis’ “Wonderwall”, Dave Matthew’s Band’s “The Space Between”. Oh, I’m getting into classics. Classic music for me will always be timeless. Just think of it. The songs from the past are usually played until now. My favourite one was “Goodnight Girl” from Wetwetwet. I usually sing it in videoke even if I know it usually sing by a guy. Other songs that I usually sing on videoke were “Rainy Days and Mondays” by Carpenters, “Fixing a Broken Heart”, “Big big world” by Emilia and my favourite “Barbie Girl” from Aqua because it really suits my kiddo voice. I usually baby talk when I sing that I know people find it funny and cute but sometimes irritating. Something more from the artist Aqua, I love their song “Turn Back Time” that really fits with my regrets in life. I also love the song “Wonderful Tonight” as I find it very romantic after a formal dinner party with a partner. Of course, I am proud to say that I like the song “What a wonderful world” because it’s my dad’s favourite. This song makes me say to myself that we should live our life to its fullest and that we are very lucky to be in this world. Another one was the song “Now and Forever” by Richard Marx because my boyfriend use to dedicate it for me just like “Nothing’s gonna stop us now.” I confess that I don’t use to like these two songs before but I can say that you’ll like it when someone special dedicates it to you.
Going back with my boyfriend again, our 14th monthsary has come and we celebrated it near GMA. We had lunch at Lydia’s and saw Journey’s one member, Arnel Pineda. He looks simple and ordinary. We some people wanted his autograph that’s how we knew he’s someone in the entertainment industry. After that we went back to his office with his friend Sir Clyde as we dropped at “Greenhouse” to see him. Then we went to GMA Balikbayan office as he fixed some things like liquidating and done it by 7 in the evening. We went to Trinoma, seek for a restaurant to eat dinner but we also tried SM North Edsa but find the cinema tickets so expensive so we get back to Trinoma again. We find ourselves eating at sizzling pepper steak. We find it a new experience as we cooked our own smoked steak and trembled pieces of chicken or pork. The other good thing is that it has corn inside the rice to make it extraordinary. After that, we watched “T2” and went back to my dormitory.
On our 15th monthsary or 1 year and 3 months to be exact, we went to SM Mall of Asia. We ride a cab to get in there. We had our photo taken in a studio wearing our cowboy outfits then we went to the Bowling Center or I think we had lunch first at “Pupung and friends.” The bowling game was good, I’ve done a lot of spares and no zero score for me. My boyfriend barely had a spare, but got a strike before our second game finish. Then we ate yogurt ice cream at White Hat. After that we went to the movie house to watch his much awaited movie, I think that comes second with Transformers, Star Trek. Chris Pine leads it and I love how it ends as the team won over the opponent and get back again to work ready for some action. After the watching the flick, we went to Gweillos for beer drinking. This bar is located at the back of Mall of Asia near La Mesa Grill where the center band is located. We just loved that night as inspiring songs was being played. Then we went home very happy. I am just very happy with him and I could not ask for more.
We also went to my mom’s birthday that was held 23rd of April and we surprised her at our house in Cavite. We went to Kuya Bogsy’s celebration also held at our house. The guys went drinking and we the girls dig on playing bingo with my Nephew, Carl who always gives service for some money. He is really very huggable, cute but bully when it comes to me and my niece sometimes. When I visit in Cavite, we usually have our movie marathon with my boyfriend. Carl liked him and I felt that. By last week of May, he had circumcision in which we all know he is kind of scared. Then at last it was done but with some complications such as allergy. He got thick rashes over the body and I think it’s really hard for him.
I have talked about him and now it’s time to talk about my niece. Her name is Avillynn Terese short for Avi. This girl is smart and sometimes very shy. I am very amazed hearing that she outstands at school. I have also seen her dance “Low” of Flo Rida with my 2 nephews and I can say, she danced well with timing and right movements. They’ve got the steps from their experience at Mcdonald’s kiddie crew. I’m really proud and happy seeing them dance in the video and of course hearing that they served people in that fast food-chain. Then I used to remember my days in Greenwich as I before became a counter crew for experience. I have gained friends and I think they’ve gained too. I think that kind of experience for them will make them better kids for now as they become responsible and kind.
Now it’s time for the youngest kid in Purificacion family named Iann Lord. Not a baby, not yet a grown up kid, a toddler to be specific. He’s very cute and playful. He dances when the music starts. His words are not yet clear. I’m his aunt and at the same time, aunt-in-law. I used to remember that he once put a piece of cotton candy in my mouth and that was so sweet of him. The only thing that makes me sad is that he could not pronounce my name but he can always speak the name of my boyfriend. Sounds funny, isn’t it?
Now, I am talking of my family, I surely got a mother and a father with complete hands and feet. I got a brother and a sister. I am surely the youngest who is usually known to be a spoiled-brat. Ooops, exception, only spoiled but not a brat. My dad is a chef and you might want know if he’s a good cook but the answer is I don’t know because I haven’t tasted a lot of his masterpieces. I just always remember that the last time he had cooked a lot was on my 7th grand birthday held at our house in Paranaque. Seventh birthdays was said to be always extravagant so maybe that was the reason. But he did not cook for my 18th birthday, obviously as we got catered in Island Cove. I remember his speech that time was short and I can feel that I’m not just only wearing Snow White’s outfit but I am a real treated Snow White in the family. My famiy used to be my dwarves, because Snow White would possibly dead without them. I am proud of my father because he told me before that he was just selling an ice cream Popsicle before but he strived hard for himself and for us. I always remember my letter or I should say poem for him as I put the line “marinate with love” because a food wouldn’t taste well without the love for it and so do life wouldn’t be better if you don’t know how to love and not being loved.
Oh well, talking about love or the love of his life, as I use to call the woman of all women, my mother. Theresa is her name, a very pious name she got that she deserved. Generous is the word for her that’s why I believe in the saying, like mother, like daughter because I remember the day I got “Ms. Generous” for a recognition way back in high school. Her being generous sometimes could not make her say no mostly to her friends. She’s like the “Yes Woman”, counterpart of “Yes Man” played by Jim Carrey in his film. That’s why sometimes I thought that saying yes always would give you all the opportunities but responsibilities. Saying yes to anything will give your life guaranteed not only with advantages and disadvantages. That’s what she taught me because she’s been through it all. That’s why I also believe that someone’s ending might be another individual’s beginning.
Speaking with beginning, his motherhood began when she raised my brother, her first bearing child named Lord Vilther. This guy is simply strict. He always put the “word” order in his vocabulary. This guy taught me a lot and witnessed my childhood. When I was young at the age of four, he said I should not be drinking in baby bottles. When I’m in kindergarten days, he taught me the difference of odd and even numbers and when I got into elementary, he said many words to tell me that I should not do what I have been doing. These words I didn’t put in mind when I got into highschool and even in college. How I wish I have listened to him before as some troubles had been into my life. When I got into college, I went to the same school he had. It was Cloegio de San Juan de Letran. I remember the days when I was just entering college and I got 3 schools to for an entrance tests. I passed all of these schools but I wish to choose this school. At first, I find Letran okay because I saw it before during my brother’s college days and he was bringing me in there. Then when I was finally in that school I just wished that I could have picked university. But as the days passed by I find enjoyment with my peers and my academics also but all of it didn’t last until I stopped from school. When I stopped from school, my days had been spent on booze, dancing and hanging out with my friends in Cavite. Me and my find this bar named Clubber’s guide as our usual destination where I’ve reigned, got famous and met a lot of people. I once knew a guy here who’s different and not just like somebody else. He is a very independent guy who happened to be a working student. He worked before in a pizza restaurant in front of another pizza fast food chain which I’ve worked at. I never knew that I would work there as I’ve never work at home, only cleaning the dishes but at least twice a year I think. In there, I learned once to sweep floor through a rug, use broom correctly on its sliding S-shape. Maybe this guy made me up my mind to do something. It’s not just I’m imitating him as being independent but I also know that things are getting late for me and I don’t want to feel useless in this world. I’ve worked and had training at the same time. I’ve been a class waitress in the 19th floor of a hotel, alternately being a waitress and a receptionist. This one is a blast experience. I can roam around the pastry room, taste different kind of cakes, always a scoop of my favourite strawberry ice cream for free and of all, eat a whole pizza alfredo cooked by the friendly chef as I share it with my co-workers there in the very top of the hotel. In that place, I used to appreciate more of classical music. I will never ever forget the time I’ve been there.
I will also never forget the time when I cried with my sister’s speech on my debut. My sister has made my debut a real possible one. She is in charge with my hair and makeup. She had also this ballroom dance number with my mom. She’s a very creative person and knows how to patch up some things when things are not on their right place. I always remember those times she always help me with my pageants, contests and parades at school. Once she had this idea to create a very long hair through a yarn as I played the role of Rapunzel in a literary pageant at school. No wonder, I won second place that time. Another idea of her was to create an outfit only made by cut-off papers. She made a flower design through it. She even made a paper-hat. It was so funny but I won the best costume even the Ms. Congeniality award so it ended up I won another second place. Also I always get to be a muse in basketball leagues at school and villages and she’s always responsible for the way I look and of course, awards. One of her creations was the hair she made up when I won Ms. Halloween or Queen of Darkness long ago. You can see me freak out the nerves of people thinking what I’ve done to my hair by making it look that way. She’s not just creative but totally resourceful mostly when it comes to my cursed hair that is very difficult to fix. She’s the reason for my classmates doubt if we have a salon because my hair is always fixed up with different styles. No wonder why she decided to put up a salon as her own business that was named by a Latin word that came from stars.
Stars, I don’t know why it was named after it but I surely like it. I love stars more than a heart or any shape. Oh, well but I never liked Star wars. But I surely do love stars like Drew Barrymore, Kirsten Dunst and recently, Kate Winslet. I never liked Kate Winslet in Titanic but I started to like her in “The Reader.” There was also this movie she was with Kirsten Dunst and Jim Carrey as I find him the first time having a serious role. The film was called “Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind”. When it comes to Hollywood actors, Johnny Depp’s on the A-list. Jude Law comes next then Adam Sandler. For crushes, I like Chad Michael Murray Before mostly in “A Cinderella’s Story” and Devon Sawa that I last saw or heard in “Final Destination”. Devon Sawa was the guy I fall in loved with who played the human Casper but used to be a kiddo that time. In locals, I definitely love Ryan Agoncillo and I don’t know why. I just once saw him at Alabang Town Center where I seldom hang-out.
When it comes to simple hanging out, I would just love to go to the movies and eat popcorn. I would also prefer playing basketball together with the arcade games. Playing bowling is also in my head. Swimming in the pool would also sound nice and refreshing. Having coffee in Starbucks can do a lot of chit-chats for me that I usually ordered for Vanilla or Mocha Frappucino. I find coffee shops a place where I can study and think a lot mostly when I study for some upcoming examinations. I also go to gym where I can sip a cup of coffee, take a sauna or steam bath and do a lot of cardio exercises. I do a lot of treadmill as I can run 25 minutes straight and another 25 minutes walk so it can take almost an hour in whay you called “cinefit”. I also join the dancing exercises called body jam and I come a pretty bit hyper when it comes to it. But what I wanted the most was the cycling class that in can make me more lose calories for an hour, more likely 800 calories when you put heavy load in the bike. It makes my leg muscles so hard and tender. This gym I am talking about can sometimes make me fit but not totally sexy as I’m not used into food dieting but after six. I just always remember when I was about 12 turning 13 that I was thin ad kind of sexy because I do a lot of dancing in my room’s big mirror, eat before six and sleep by 9 in the evening.
I was never really fat but never too sexy. I’m a medium-built young lady who happened to win a 1st runner up title in the Ms. Fitness First 2008. It was so funny I come first for a ramp and for the last category for the sports wear, I folded my outfit into a hanging blouse to make my not so big tummy visible. I got a photo and I’m not so proud of it but still I won compared to the other sexy babes in there. I think I just got the confidence and I consider it as one of my favourite word in the dictionary.
My confidence in self has started mostly when I was just starting high school. I just really do admit before that I am shy in everything. I happened to have a low self esteem before. I had many pimples in forehead. I got a very short curly hair but when years passed, I changed into someone I never imagine I could be. I started being asked to be my town’s muse as a representative in a big events basketball league. That was my first big break. I was also asked to be a commercial talent in Jollibee corporations and agreed to have a deal with them once but didn’t pursue on it. I was given calling cards a lot of times offering me talent deals but never contact them. I was lazy and I just wanted to concentrate into my studies. I happened to be seen in stage as I’ve been a member of school plays also when I became a host of some parties. These are the parties including my mom’s 50th birthday, our former maid’s wedding and my friend Yuka’s debut. I should have been hosting a cocktail party before in highschool. I hosted a seminar called “community development” at St. Paul. Another one was the program we had for our immersion in Nueva Ecija and a lot more. I just love talking in front of people and I just would love to see their faces on how would they react at me. It just so happened that I’m so used to the saying that you can not please everybody. It is much true and so I do believe in it because I’ve encountered it already.
I have experienced a lot of things I never thought I would.
Continuation…
Before their birthday, we had our pool party at footstep. It was so fun because there are many foods to eat and of course, we had fun in the water. And so the holy week started and my swity’s birthday happened when we went to their house as his mom cooked for us. I just think that she’s the best cook of carbonara. Its sauce was very creamy.
It’s my second meet with his mom and we have talked a lot about stuffs regarding Maiko and his brother Renz. You know what’s my first time about this? Me and Maiko have been together for 1 year and 2 months but it’s my first time to go in their home. In their crib, I’ve seen lot of pictures that really amazed me. His mom also loves photos. What really amazed were Maiko’s pictures during his pageant at UST. That’s why for our love in photos, we took ourselves some shots while we are all wearing red outfit. Oh, I almost forgot about Froilan, Maiko’s childhood neighbour was also with us that time. After that, we went back to my dorm and got some sleep. When we woke up, we went to video city to rent some films and we are thinking of what restaurant to go to. We had Fridays in mind but we have eaten at Casa Armas. We ordered for fried chicken and lengua. While waiting for the order, he went to the comfort room and I suddenly give a rush to say those two people who’s wearing Mexican outfit carrying guitars to sing for my boyfriend a happy birthday and agreed upon my request. Right after we had eaten our dinner, those songsters sang two songs for us and so we gave them a tip. After that, we had frozen yogurt and went back to the dorm with a smile in a wonderful night like that. Days passed and we just stayed in my dorm and I could not just wait for my summer classes or should I say “advance” classes to come. I enrolled for Rhetoric and Swimming class. I got two subjects instead of three because I know I have a gym to attend. Monday started and I saw Ms. Cruz again, one of m favourite professor in St. Paul. In my first day, I didn’t have a friend before that used to be my classmate and the worst was they are blocked section so I felt being aloof but not at all mostly when the classes was about to end. I really enjoyed my advance classes mostly the swimming class because I knew how to swim properly. I enjoyed learning different strokes and techniques mostly freestyle as I used to learn it at Seton before. I also enjoyed our last activity which was life saving and I think my group got the highest grade and I ended up being perfect with the final practical exam. But you know what the saddest part the day after? It was the day I lost my Starbucks organizer and I think it got me depressed until right now. I repeatedly thinking the coffees I had for that organizer and of course the memories I had in it for almost 5 months of this year 2009 mostly my anniversary day with my boyfriend that was on Valentines Day last year. Also the films I’ve watched and written there for a record.
Oh well, talking about films I’ve watched recently and unforgettably was Changeling by Angelina Jolie. It was really heartbreaking. It was about a woman who unexpectedly lost his child while she’s gone for work. This film is a true story that Los Angeles Police Department gave a bad treatment to Angelina not finding her real child and insisting the one they found but truly not. Then Angelina was sent to an insanitarium because they thought that she was gone mad but she’s not. In the end, her volunteered lawyer won her case and she moved on but still continuing on finding her son. Another film was the PS I love you I’ve watched with my boyfriend. The scenes were perfect and very touching. It’s about a woman who got widowed then got surprise letters from his husband. It’s about moving on and appreciating the person you’ve loved that could never be in your side again. I also watched Gran Torino starring Clint Eastwood and it’s good to know that there are films like that you get to see in realization of getting old or when you’re being old and gray already. It talks about life seriously and what friendship is really all about. What strikes me the most is the film The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I watched this really late but I’m sure I put this on my favourites. It’s about a guy, Brad Pitt who was born differently. He got a body with a child but with a face of an old guy. As years passes he became younger as he got back being a baby. It was just like the clock ticks backwardly. It was so amazing that I wondered if that kind of story could be true. Literally, a button used for stitches stands for the surname Button. Isn’t it great? To add up, I watched the Amusement, it’s a horror film about a guy who wants to kill his 3 childhood girl buddies in a way he did with the rat when he was a kid. It was so amusing because he disguised effectively. He seems to be a very good actor. I also watched School Ties, almost similar with Dead Poet’s Society but what made it more amazing was I’ve seen Brendan Fraser, Ben Affleck, Chris O’ Donnel and Matt Damon at their very young age. Protagonist Fraser went to a prep school, got a girl and starred the soccer team but he didn’t admit he was a Jew until his friends found out. He had discrimination mostly when Matt cheated on the exam and pointed Fraser to be the one who did it. In this film, I thought about Jews being stayed away from mostly from the past centuries. In regarding with the Jews, I also watched the film From hell, Johnny Depp as my all-time favourite actor leads the cast. It’s all about Jack the Ripper who said he gave birth to the 20th century as he murdered women, technically used a knife kit, specifically the Liston knife. He cut their sex organs, liver, heart and even every disgusting part of the body. Johnny Depp as the inspector found out that he’s in charge of the killing and saved the last woman Heather Graham named Mary in the film who witnessed the marriage of a Prince named albert to an unfortunate woman named Ann. Their love story had to deal with murdering of Jack the Ripper. It was just so bad that Johnny Depp would die in the end having only having visions with Mary having a good life with Alice, Ann and Albert’s daughter that was used to be taken away.
Movies has been a very great part in my life that every time I watch one, I simply can travel different destinations, accept and being intrigued with different realizations and seizing my day. Every time I watched, I put myself with the character and every film, there is always a lesson I can lived for. Just like a book, every page you turn, there’s a vision you imagine, there’s a world waiting for you to unfold. In contrast with a movie, a book is more detailed and more significant. There are many books that had been formed into a movie, just like my favourite, Angels and Demons. Tom Hanks lead the role as Robert Langdon. He is a symbologist in the film who helped out traced the four missing cardinals in the Vatican. He found out that these cardinals were taken by an assassin. This assassin was commanded by the camerlengo starred Ewan Mcgregor, a son-like of the Pope. The camerlengo killed his Father as he had a fight with him that deals with science versus religion and so hid the canister or the bomb inside the Vatican. He made the whole world believed he was the saviour but he’s the mastermind of it all. What amazed me about this film is knowing the truth if there are secret passage within the Vatican in our real world also if the Illiuminati does exist and if there’s the church of illumination. I am struck with the way cardinals died that has to do with earth, wind, fire and water. It was just good to know that the last cardinal didn’t die as Robert Langdon helped him get up in the fountain. In the end of the film, I happened to know why it is called Angels and Demons. It was because of the angels with arch arrows used in pointing the way in which church he must go to. It is called Demons because of the so called demons hole that used to be a secret passage in the ground. I just can say that the film gave justice to the book. I am just waiting for Angelas Ashes to be turned into a film, as it is as one of my favourite book that was given by my boyfriend last Christmas.
Going back to my boyfriend, it’s our first time to watch live a boxing game in Araneta Coliseum. That was around april, just some days after his birthday. The event is called Flash and the Furious with boxers named Nonito Donaire and Brian Villoria. I am glad to witness Filipinos won all the boxing categories even the pre-match. It started 8am. At first, there are only few people but then lots of people got in, in the end. Mostly Filipino’s opponents are Mexicans. I am just so proud about other Filipinos supporting their idolized boxers just like my boyfriend who’s into Pacquiao. Filipinos in the event are yelling out loud, kicking and screaming in the field. I felt the spirit and chilled me into the bones. I felt happy mostly when Erap arrived with bunch of men with his cute grandson. It was also his birthday that time as the event was televised as I watched it that evening or the day after. After the game, I can confess that I am into watching boxing already and I’ve learned some terms from my boyfriend. That’s why when it’s my first time to watch Pacquiao’s game with Hatton via paper view at Bulacan, I extremely enjoyed it a lot. It was May 3 that time and I also happened to meet my boyfriend’s grand father. His mom cooked for us and we really had a food tripping. After we ate our lunch, we ate some cake then for finale, an ice cream bought by his cousin Mikee. I also happened to meet his uncle named Boyet and for the second time his grandma who is much stronger than the last I saw her in the Capitol Hospital at Quezon City. After that, we went to the village’s clubhouse and got wet in the pool then we drop by to a wedding reception at Valenzuela on our way home. The place was called Casa Roman. A very not good place for a reception but at least we have eaten dinner their. We went there because I ordered perfume from my former classmate at Letran, ate Sase. She and I were included in a same film called Boy Toy in which we haven’t been into the premiere night that we are supposed to go to. We were very tired that day. My boyfriend got fever and I am really hell in a worry. Talking about sickness, since the day I got a dormitory for myself, I’ve been prone to it. I usually got colds or dry cough. I always remember the day that I was really groggy at school and I’ve been in the school clinic for some hours. I’ve waited until my mom get me and that was just the time I’m not sure of my guy if he loves me. But now, in this moment, I can say he did and still do. One day I got really sick and he was there to buy my medicine, took care of my food and made me feel warm. Keeping to myself, whatever condition I might get, he would always be my remedy.
The first time I heard the word remedy was when I am 13. I guess. It was the song of Jason Mraz. His songs have been really good just like the song “I’m yours.” It has been attached to my mind since I heard it in Balikbayan show in QTV on one of my boyfriend’s episode. I’ve been very sentimental when it comes to songs. Every song has a deep part in me. There’s always a person that I might remember whenever I’m hearing one. As almost everybody knows, I’m in love with the song “Shakespeare in love”, soundtrack of the film with the same title. The lead star as William Shakespeare there looks like Johnny Depp with leading lady Gwyneth Paltrow. They made a play about Romeo and Juliet. Gwyneth plays the role of Romeo as it is forbidden for a woman to join the play but she insisted to. In the end, Shakespeare played Romeo and Gwyneth played Juliet. Nowadays, there is also a song about that story that was sang by Taylor Swift entitled “love story.” I loved it and so my boyfriend does. I also love the song apologize, because it’s right that don’t feel sorry for a person when it’s too late already. You must know your actions or words before you do or say it. I also used to like it because I love its artist Timbaland. He is so damn creative that he is also a producer if I am not mistaken. I love his tandem with Flo rida when the song “Elevator” peeps in. The music video of this song was literally set on an elevator with of course a sexy lady. Honestly, I use this song when I first join the bootyshaking contest at Clubber’s Guide Malate. The second song was “Dangerous” of Yingyang Twins. The next time I joined I think I got supersonic for a song sang by Kelis. I couldn’t just believe I’ve given that cd to DJ Soulshaker but it was successful indeed as I won 1st runner for the second time around. Those 2 titles I got made my way to join the Booty Shaking Grand Finals I joined on July. But before that, I remember I joined the semi finals for the 3rd time with a nurse costume but unfortunately, I didn’t win any title. I remember the song the DJ played “In the Ayer” that was also played in my grand finals night mixed with ’”She Wants to Move”” by N.E.R.D. That was all I could remember. Again, I didn’t win but at least I got my plaque. Another songs that I really love was from LFO back in 90’s such as “Girl on TV”, “Summer Girls” and “Every Other Time”. I used to it that it is always in my Ipod just like “Mr. Brightside” by The Killers because that song is very expressive just like its music video. I have loved Fergie and Gwen Stefani. I’ve been addicted to Gwen since the “Hollaback Girl” started. I just really find Gwen very fashionable or I can say very sophisticated. I usually remember the photo of Harajuku girls in my mind. I almost forgot to tell you about her song “Cool” that I really love to dedicate for my ex boyfriends. I just love the line, “Circles and triangles, and now we’re hanging out with your new girlfriend”. I also love her when he jives with my favourite nigger Air Pharell Williams, Snoop Dogg’s nephew. I love their hit “Can I have it like that” because it just sounds so sexy. Far from rhythm and blues kind of music, I preferred to listen with Coldplay. Their songs are cool, calm and inspiring. I love the music video of the “The Scientist”. I just couldn’t forget their first video that I’ve seen was “Yellow” or “Parachutes” as far I could remember. I’m also into U2’s “With or Without You”, Oasis’ “Wonderwall”, Dave Matthew’s Band’s “The Space Between”. Oh, I’m getting into classics. Classic music for me will always be timeless. Just think of it. The songs from the past are usually played until now. My favourite one was “Goodnight Girl” from Wetwetwet. I usually sing it in videoke even if I know it usually sing by a guy. Other songs that I usually sing on videoke were “Rainy Days and Mondays” by Carpenters, “Fixing a Broken Heart”, “Big big world” by Emilia and my favourite “Barbie Girl” from Aqua because it really suits my kiddo voice. I usually baby talk when I sing that I know people find it funny and cute but sometimes irritating. Something more from the artist Aqua, I love their song “Turn Back Time” that really fits with my regrets in life. I also love the song “Wonderful Tonight” as I find it very romantic after a formal dinner party with a partner. Of course, I am proud to say that I like the song “What a wonderful world” because it’s my dad’s favourite. This song makes me say to myself that we should live our life to its fullest and that we are very lucky to be in this world. Another one was the song “Now and Forever” by Richard Marx because my boyfriend use to dedicate it for me just like “Nothing’s gonna stop us now.” I confess that I don’t use to like these two songs before but I can say that you’ll like it when someone special dedicates it to you.
Going back with my boyfriend again, our 14th monthsary has come and we celebrated it near GMA. We had lunch at Lydia’s and saw Journey’s one member, Arnel Pineda. He looks simple and ordinary. We some people wanted his autograph that’s how we knew he’s someone in the entertainment industry. After that we went back to his office with his friend Sir Clyde as we dropped at “Greenhouse” to see him. Then we went to GMA Balikbayan office as he fixed some things like liquidating and done it by 7 in the evening. We went to Trinoma, seek for a restaurant to eat dinner but we also tried SM North Edsa but find the cinema tickets so expensive so we get back to Trinoma again. We find ourselves eating at sizzling pepper steak. We find it a new experience as we cooked our own smoked steak and trembled pieces of chicken or pork. The other good thing is that it has corn inside the rice to make it extraordinary. After that, we watched “T2” and went back to my dormitory.
On our 15th monthsary or 1 year and 3 months to be exact, we went to SM Mall of Asia. We ride a cab to get in there. We had our photo taken in a studio wearing our cowboy outfits then we went to the Bowling Center or I think we had lunch first at “Pupung and friends.” The bowling game was good, I’ve done a lot of spares and no zero score for me. My boyfriend barely had a spare, but got a strike before our second game finish. Then we ate yogurt ice cream at White Hat. After that we went to the movie house to watch his much awaited movie, I think that comes second with Transformers, Star Trek. Chris Pine leads it and I love how it ends as the team won over the opponent and get back again to work ready for some action. After the watching the flick, we went to Gweillos for beer drinking. This bar is located at the back of Mall of Asia near La Mesa Grill where the center band is located. We just loved that night as inspiring songs was being played. Then we went home very happy. I am just very happy with him and I could not ask for more.
We also went to my mom’s birthday that was held 23rd of April and we surprised her at our house in Cavite. We went to Kuya Bogsy’s celebration also held at our house. The guys went drinking and we the girls dig on playing bingo with my Nephew, Carl who always gives service for some money. He is really very huggable, cute but bully when it comes to me and my niece sometimes. When I visit in Cavite, we usually have our movie marathon with my boyfriend. Carl liked him and I felt that. By last week of May, he had circumcision in which we all know he is kind of scared. Then at last it was done but with some complications such as allergy. He got thick rashes over the body and I think it’s really hard for him.
I have talked about him and now it’s time to talk about my niece. Her name is Avillynn Terese short for Avi. This girl is smart and sometimes very shy. I am very amazed hearing that she outstands at school. I have also seen her dance “Low” of Flo Rida with my 2 nephews and I can say, she danced well with timing and right movements. They’ve got the steps from their experience at Mcdonald’s kiddie crew. I’m really proud and happy seeing them dance in the video and of course hearing that they served people in that fast food-chain. Then I used to remember my days in Greenwich as I before became a counter crew for experience. I have gained friends and I think they’ve gained too. I think that kind of experience for them will make them better kids for now as they become responsible and kind.
Now it’s time for the youngest kid in Purificacion family named Iann Lord. Not a baby, not yet a grown up kid, a toddler to be specific. He’s very cute and playful. He dances when the music starts. His words are not yet clear. I’m his aunt and at the same time, aunt-in-law. I used to remember that he once put a piece of cotton candy in my mouth and that was so sweet of him. The only thing that makes me sad is that he could not pronounce my name but he can always speak the name of my boyfriend. Sounds funny, isn’t it?
Now, I am talking of my family, I surely got a mother and a father with complete hands and feet. I got a brother and a sister. I am surely the youngest who is usually known to be a spoiled-brat. Ooops, exception, only spoiled but not a brat. My dad is a chef and you might want know if he’s a good cook but the answer is I don’t know because I haven’t tasted a lot of his masterpieces. I just always remember that the last time he had cooked a lot was on my 7th grand birthday held at our house in Paranaque. Seventh birthdays was said to be always extravagant so maybe that was the reason. But he did not cook for my 18th birthday, obviously as we got catered in Island Cove. I remember his speech that time was short and I can feel that I’m not just only wearing Snow White’s outfit but I am a real treated Snow White in the family. My famiy used to be my dwarves, because Snow White would possibly dead without them. I am proud of my father because he told me before that he was just selling an ice cream Popsicle before but he strived hard for himself and for us. I always remember my letter or I should say poem for him as I put the line “marinate with love” because a food wouldn’t taste well without the love for it and so do life wouldn’t be better if you don’t know how to love and not being loved.
Oh well, talking about love or the love of his life, as I use to call the woman of all women, my mother. Theresa is her name, a very pious name she got that she deserved. Generous is the word for her that’s why I believe in the saying, like mother, like daughter because I remember the day I got “Ms. Generous” for a recognition way back in high school. Her being generous sometimes could not make her say no mostly to her friends. She’s like the “Yes Woman”, counterpart of “Yes Man” played by Jim Carrey in his film. That’s why sometimes I thought that saying yes always would give you all the opportunities but responsibilities. Saying yes to anything will give your life guaranteed not only with advantages and disadvantages. That’s what she taught me because she’s been through it all. That’s why I also believe that someone’s ending might be another individual’s beginning.
Speaking with beginning, his motherhood began when she raised my brother, her first bearing child named Lord Vilther. This guy is simply strict. He always put the “word” order in his vocabulary. This guy taught me a lot and witnessed my childhood. When I was young at the age of four, he said I should not be drinking in baby bottles. When I’m in kindergarten days, he taught me the difference of odd and even numbers and when I got into elementary, he said many words to tell me that I should not do what I have been doing. These words I didn’t put in mind when I got into highschool and even in college. How I wish I have listened to him before as some troubles had been into my life. When I got into college, I went to the same school he had. It was Cloegio de San Juan de Letran. I remember the days when I was just entering college and I got 3 schools to for an entrance tests. I passed all of these schools but I wish to choose this school. At first, I find Letran okay because I saw it before during my brother’s college days and he was bringing me in there. Then when I was finally in that school I just wished that I could have picked university. But as the days passed by I find enjoyment with my peers and my academics also but all of it didn’t last until I stopped from school. When I stopped from school, my days had been spent on booze, dancing and hanging out with my friends in Cavite. Me and my find this bar named Clubber’s guide as our usual destination where I’ve reigned, got famous and met a lot of people. I once knew a guy here who’s different and not just like somebody else. He is a very independent guy who happened to be a working student. He worked before in a pizza restaurant in front of another pizza fast food chain which I’ve worked at. I never knew that I would work there as I’ve never work at home, only cleaning the dishes but at least twice a year I think. In there, I learned once to sweep floor through a rug, use broom correctly on its sliding S-shape. Maybe this guy made me up my mind to do something. It’s not just I’m imitating him as being independent but I also know that things are getting late for me and I don’t want to feel useless in this world. I’ve worked and had training at the same time. I’ve been a class waitress in the 19th floor of a hotel, alternately being a waitress and a receptionist. This one is a blast experience. I can roam around the pastry room, taste different kind of cakes, always a scoop of my favourite strawberry ice cream for free and of all, eat a whole pizza alfredo cooked by the friendly chef as I share it with my co-workers there in the very top of the hotel. In that place, I used to appreciate more of classical music. I will never ever forget the time I’ve been there.
I will also never forget the time when I cried with my sister’s speech on my debut. My sister has made my debut a real possible one. She is in charge with my hair and makeup. She had also this ballroom dance number with my mom. She’s a very creative person and knows how to patch up some things when things are not on their right place. I always remember those times she always help me with my pageants, contests and parades at school. Once she had this idea to create a very long hair through a yarn as I played the role of Rapunzel in a literary pageant at school. No wonder, I won second place that time. Another idea of her was to create an outfit only made by cut-off papers. She made a flower design through it. She even made a paper-hat. It was so funny but I won the best costume even the Ms. Congeniality award so it ended up I won another second place. Also I always get to be a muse in basketball leagues at school and villages and she’s always responsible for the way I look and of course, awards. One of her creations was the hair she made up when I won Ms. Halloween or Queen of Darkness long ago. You can see me freak out the nerves of people thinking what I’ve done to my hair by making it look that way. She’s not just creative but totally resourceful mostly when it comes to my cursed hair that is very difficult to fix. She’s the reason for my classmates doubt if we have a salon because my hair is always fixed up with different styles. No wonder why she decided to put up a salon as her own business that was named by a Latin word that came from stars.
Stars, I don’t know why it was named after it but I surely like it. I love stars more than a heart or any shape. Oh, well but I never liked Star wars. But I surely do love stars like Drew Barrymore, Kirsten Dunst and recently, Kate Winslet. I never liked Kate Winslet in Titanic but I started to like her in “The Reader.” There was also this movie she was with Kirsten Dunst and Jim Carrey as I find him the first time having a serious role. The film was called “Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind”. When it comes to Hollywood actors, Johnny Depp’s on the A-list. Jude Law comes next then Adam Sandler. For crushes, I like Chad Michael Murray Before mostly in “A Cinderella’s Story” and Devon Sawa that I last saw or heard in “Final Destination”. Devon Sawa was the guy I fall in loved with who played the human Casper but used to be a kiddo that time. In locals, I definitely love Ryan Agoncillo and I don’t know why. I just once saw him at Alabang Town Center where I seldom hang-out.
When it comes to simple hanging out, I would just love to go to the movies and eat popcorn. I would also prefer playing basketball together with the arcade games. Playing bowling is also in my head. Swimming in the pool would also sound nice and refreshing. Having coffee in Starbucks can do a lot of chit-chats for me that I usually ordered for Vanilla or Mocha Frappucino. I find coffee shops a place where I can study and think a lot mostly when I study for some upcoming examinations. I also go to gym where I can sip a cup of coffee, take a sauna or steam bath and do a lot of cardio exercises. I do a lot of treadmill as I can run 25 minutes straight and another 25 minutes walk so it can take almost an hour in whay you called “cinefit”. I also join the dancing exercises called body jam and I come a pretty bit hyper when it comes to it. But what I wanted the most was the cycling class that in can make me more lose calories for an hour, more likely 800 calories when you put heavy load in the bike. It makes my leg muscles so hard and tender. This gym I am talking about can sometimes make me fit but not totally sexy as I’m not used into food dieting but after six. I just always remember when I was about 12 turning 13 that I was thin ad kind of sexy because I do a lot of dancing in my room’s big mirror, eat before six and sleep by 9 in the evening.
I was never really fat but never too sexy. I’m a medium-built young lady who happened to win a 1st runner up title in the Ms. Fitness First 2008. It was so funny I come first for a ramp and for the last category for the sports wear, I folded my outfit into a hanging blouse to make my not so big tummy visible. I got a photo and I’m not so proud of it but still I won compared to the other sexy babes in there. I think I just got the confidence and I consider it as one of my favourite word in the dictionary.
My confidence in self has started mostly when I was just starting high school. I just really do admit before that I am shy in everything. I happened to have a low self esteem before. I had many pimples in forehead. I got a very short curly hair but when years passed, I changed into someone I never imagine I could be. I started being asked to be my town’s muse as a representative in a big events basketball league. That was my first big break. I was also asked to be a commercial talent in Jollibee corporations and agreed to have a deal with them once but didn’t pursue on it. I was given calling cards a lot of times offering me talent deals but never contact them. I was lazy and I just wanted to concentrate into my studies. I happened to be seen in stage as I’ve been a member of school plays also when I became a host of some parties. These are the parties including my mom’s 50th birthday, our former maid’s wedding and my friend Yuka’s debut. I should have been hosting a cocktail party before in highschool. I hosted a seminar called “community development” at St. Paul. Another one was the program we had for our immersion in Nueva Ecija and a lot more. I just love talking in front of people and I just would love to see their faces on how would they react at me. It just so happened that I’m so used to the saying that you can not please everybody. It is much true and so I do believe in it because I’ve encountered it already.
I have experienced a lot of things I never thought I would.
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